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Disasterpiece
August 22, 2011, 1:55 pm
Filed under: Nature-Call

I AM THE anger. I burnt it all. All humanity is lost. All hope is gone. All things are wreckage. I am a disasterpiece!

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Nobody stop me. I want to slit your throat and the wound. I want to push my face in and feel the swoon. I want to dig inside, find a little bit of me ’cause the line gets crossed when you don’t come clean. My wormwood meets your pesticide. You’ll never get out, ’cause you were never alive. I am the infant finite, so come a little closer and I’ll show you why no one is safe.

Noises, noises, all people make noises when they’re sick, and there is nothing to do except hold on to nothing.

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream that never had a chance of being realized? What the fuck are you looking at? I’ll tell you what you’re looking at to anyone you ever laughed at. Look in my eyes for the answers, typical I can feel it underneath like a miracle, when anybody in the world needs more than more lies and consequences to power them.

Once again, it’s me and no one else! I can’t remember if there was someone else. It’s not mine, it’s not fair, it’s out of my hands, and it’s shaking, you’ll never take me.

Come on! Hate doesn’t enough to describe me. Screams at somewhere between screaming and crying, so I’m not supposed to be here, I’m not supposed to be. Why? When do I get to know why? ‘Cause bitter as the stink of when I try.

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Katanya Bagi Hasil?
August 21, 2011, 12:02 pm
Filed under: Mining

PADA SAAT IA datang, ia akan mengubah kebun karet dan rotan di belakang sana, menjadi kubangan air. Dengan pipa, ia menghisap air, dan disemprotkan ke sejumlah bidang tanah di sekitarnya. Ia mencari zircon.

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“Bacalah ini,”

Di tengah asyiknya menikmati acara Nahunan, tiba-tiba Dadai Rahing, yang kepala urusan pembangunan idi desa ini, menyodorkan lembaran fotocopy-an yang sedari tadi degenggamnya.

Di lembar itu tercetak kepala surat bertuliskan PT. Mirah Labuan Berlian (MLB), dengan alamat di Jalan Tjilik Riwut KM 5, salah satu sudut kota kecil yang mekar dari kabupaten induknya sejak 2002.  Isinya tentang Memorandum Of Understanding (MOU), antara Chairil Anwar sebagai Dirut PT. MLB dengan kepala desanya Si Rahing.

PT. MLB bilang bahwa ia memiliki izin kuasa pertambangan no : 333/2009 tertanggal 23 Desember 2009 seluas 179,1 hektar di desa ini. Usaha pertambangannya yang diijinkan Sang Bupati adalah penambangan zircon.

MOU itu juga sebut pembagian hasil zircon yang ditambangnya kepada kaum tani yang tanahnya dijadikan area eksplorasinya dan kepada pihak desa, masing-masing sebesar Rp. 1250 dan Rp 250 per ton hasil produksi. Bagi hasil tersebut akan dibayarkan dua kali per bulannya, setengah bagian di awal bulan dan sisanya di akhir bulan, saat zircon sudah diangkut di atas kapal.

Sialnya, MLB nuggak bayar! Mei 2011 MOU ini ditandatangani, dan siap diaplikasikan Juni 2011. Tapi karena sampai kini mbulet dan Rahing jadi empet.

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66th
August 17, 2011, 9:42 am
Filed under: Uno

A WORN FLAG OUT, merah putih, and an elderly woman who sat down at the corner. When her land was grabbed by large scale palm oil plantations, then her freedom was raped by a new type of landlords.

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Indonesia, who has owned you? They said that you’re my homeland. Indonesia since 1945, they promised that all the people will be more prosperous. In fact, I asked myself why. All the peasantry’s land has been grabbed. All the worker’s wages has been put low. They’re all poor and be miserable, ’till death take them all.

Indonesia siapa yang punya? Katanya sih tanah airku. Indonesia sejak 1945, janjinya rakyat sejahtera. Nyatanya, kini aku bertanya. Kaum tani dirampas tanahnya. Buruh dibayar murah upahnya. Mereka miskin dan sengsara, sampai akhir menutup mata.

August 17, 2011. Indonesia celebrates the 66th years-old of proclamation of independence. 17 Agustus 2001, saat Indonesia merayakan ulang tahun proklamasi kemerdekaan ke-66.

#dilaindunia